Rain

It's raining.. AGAIN. Please please please tamau jam! Tapi confirm la jam kan today's Friday! Man, it's a good time to sleep. Tapi boss baru masuk department. Bosan betul la. Can someone please tell him to go back and sleep? Asyik tengok muka dia jer setiap hari. Boooooooring!

Tonight's Zahier's birthday party. Going with Joe. Tatau la what time we're going. But I'm so tired~ Maybe lepas kerja today nak lepak. KOT. I think so. Cuz it's Friday, so kalau balik awal sure jam kan. Hmmmm canne haaaaaaa..

I read Izmir's blog tadi. It's kinda cool. Lots of quotes and poetry. He wrote most of them, I think. One of the nicest blog I've ever read la. *bangga la tuh, Izmir*

I'm BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED! Nak buat apa ha? Dah penat ah jalan jalan. Hmm hmm hmm hmm.. 45 more minutes!

Kenyang makan KFC tadi. BURPPPPP.

What am I gonna wear tonight? Tak fikir lagi. Actually, I did. But I still can't figure out what to wear tonight sbb takde baju dah! BOOOO!

Bored bored bored bored bored..

Irma sakit today :(

Dingggggggzz..

I AM STILL BORED.

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Raindrops keep falling on my head~ Kenapa kena hujan? WHYYY!?!

Make It Mine

Today I had to find transport back jugak. But luckily, I found it! Joe's gonna come pick me up here at 5pm, yeay! So nice of him. Kena belanja makan la these people who I always susahkan. Irma, Zahier, Joe, Amir, Faisal, Jue.. Hahahaha.. Tengok la canner. Kena kira budget dulu.

Just now kira budget with Irma. Looks like I won't have money to go shopping or anything, as I will only have around RM85 to spend :( Yg lain semua dah kena bayar a few stuffs like my laptop and my phone and transport and internet bill semua la. But takpe la, atleast I get to spend RM100 every week. This time kena suruh Amir simpan duit! Kalau tak confirm habis. Hahahaha. Oh, kena beli a few thing ah. Damnit betul betul kena budget ah! No shoes for me next month :(

Tomorrow Zahier is gonna throw a birthday party for him and his friend. They're gonna celebrate it at Duta Vista. Going with Joe, I don't think I can stay there long as I have to STUDY!!! Malas betul la. Saturday I'll be with Sarra the whoooole day. Study kat library. Insya-Allah I can jawab the paper on Monday. Shit la takut gila there are so many things to learn! Pastuh right after Monday punya paper I have to study for Biology pulak. I hope I'll pass. Hahahaha atleast it's better than failing right! Buruk betul sijil SPM saya :(

Can't wait to go back today. Well, actually takde la sangat. I'm very hyper today! Cukup tidur punya pasal. I'm not sleepy at all! Slept at 930pm smlm after watching Gossip Girl. Tonight I'm gonna watch One Tree Hill pulak :D 90210 dah tengok hari tuh. Malam nie nak tidur awal lagi la. Tomorrow Irma maybe takde, she's sick today. Ciaaaan dia. Now she's asleep. Hahahaha and I don't feel like sleeping at all OMG BESTNYERRRR!

4 more days! I miss you babat :(

Foolish Games

Today is a sucky day. I don't have transport to go back. Still trying to figure out how to go back. Irma came up with an idea, ikut Faisal balik sampai LRT Taman Paramount then take a cab. Maaaybe I'll do that. Kong asked me to take a bus to Putrajaya, go climbing with her and then she'll send me home cuz she's going back to Hartamas. Sounds so damn tempting, but can't afford it. Zahier said he can pick me up, but he's gonna come meet me up at 830pm in Subang and he's gonna bring me straight to Tropicana City Mall cuz he's friend's gonna perform there tonight. I can't go cuz I have to study! Sooooo yea, probably will be following Faisal back home. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA sedih betul laaaaa :(

Bila laaa nak stop susahkan orang. Sigh.. I need a car.

Tick Tock

It's almost lunch time! Weeee! Still haven't decide where to eat yet. Maybe Qaseh or Kopitiam. But wherever it's gonna be pun I don't really care cuz I'm not eating. Not that hungry now la, just sleepy. I wanna sleep! Oh oh, saya kena samak laaa ada benda sentuh bahu saya tadi. Aaaaaaa!

Went out with Joe last night. Was so damn bored and I wasn't really feeling okay. So had a good talk with him and it made me feel better. Thanks, Joe! I think the reason why I feel so down lately is because Amir is not around. I don't know.. Some part of me misses him like hell. But the other part is asking me to NOT miss him because the missing hurts! Distance sucks, especially the time difference. Sigh.. It's okay, Dot.. 6 more days!

Kena study lepas nie aaa. I don't know jack shit man. This is fucking hard for me. Have to spend time with Sarra, gonna ask her to teach me. I FEEL SO STUPID. Hahahahaha. But what the hell, might as well just give it a try since I've already registered pun kan. Oh, I applied for Unisel last night for January intake. Tak tahu la dapat ker tak, ahahaha. It's in Kuala Selangor and from what I've heard, that place sucks! I have a friend there who's taking tesl, she said that place is like hell. Hmm.. Can I last 3 years in hell? Hmm..

Tak sabar nak gie wall climbing again! Best gilaaaa! I like the thrill to reach the top. Walaupun dah penat, but you'd still want to go to the top. BEST SANGAT, I LOVE IT!

Miss you, Babat :(

12 more minutes to go!

You Gotta Be

Went wallclimbing yesterday with Zahier, Muz, Put, Izyan and Amirul. Had an awesome time! Didn't know I could climb, hahahaha. Well, I'm not as good as Izyan la but atleast I can still climb. Hahahaha! Can't wait to go there again next weekend! I'm so gonna bring Amir when he comes back!

After wallclimbing, me and Zahier went to OU punya futsal court. Tak best la tempat tuh, it's pricey and the court is damn small compared to ones that I've been to la. But the boys complained the same thing, too. Oh, Lulu was there. She was the only girl who played and she scored 1 goal!

Today's a boring day at work, as always. Takde kerja sangat. Asyik complain kat Irma bosaaaaan. Hahahaha. I don't really feel like eating lunch today. No mood + I'm not that hungry. I'm sleepy! Padahal semalam I slept quite early!

Lapar la pulak. Cacat betul perut nie. Tunggu Amir online kat Skype, atleast can chat with him. Susah nyaaa boyfriend jauh nie :(

Malas nak fikir title.

I don't know why, but I feel so weird for these past few days. I feel.. empty. I feel sad. I feel alone. I feel useless. I feel unhappy. FUCK THIS SHIT!

Untouched

Today is a very boring day at work. Thank God I'm not that sleepy. Well, woke up this morning and went crazy cari transport to work. But Sarra sent me to work, alhamdulillah! She was late for class or something, hehehe.. THANKS BABE! Sayang Sarra sampai mati :D

I reached the office around 1115am. Hizam was being so nice to me! Nasib baik tak kena marah. He suggested I get a car soon. Well, kalau gaji banyak boleh ah. Boleh je beli kereta, but every month makan pasir ah. Hahahaha lagi kurus karang, nanti Amir dah tak sayang :(

Going to SS15 later with Azad, tumpang dia. Meeting up with Farah and Zainul later, Irma pun kot.. Irma said she's not sure yet sbb she ada exam today. Hopefully sempat la. After that we're going to OU to celebrate Adden's birthday! It's a saplaaaaaaaaais! So we have to be there early, around 8pm. I'm not gonna stay there for long, penat la.. Rasa nak balik terus tidur. Okay fine, tipu laa kalau terus tidur. Probably gonna watch a few episodes of Grey's Anatomy dulu then baru tidur :D

Amir texted me just now using Skype kot.. I felt like crying! Didn't realize I miss him so much. Waaaaa lama nyer lagi 2 weeks. But it's okay, got my movies and series to keep me company! Can't wait to get my salary. Seksa betul hidup sekarang. Boooo!

Gotta go now, nak kena hantar cheque. Bleeeeerrrggghhhhhhh~