Untouched

Today is a very boring day at work. Thank God I'm not that sleepy. Well, woke up this morning and went crazy cari transport to work. But Sarra sent me to work, alhamdulillah! She was late for class or something, hehehe.. THANKS BABE! Sayang Sarra sampai mati :D

I reached the office around 1115am. Hizam was being so nice to me! Nasib baik tak kena marah. He suggested I get a car soon. Well, kalau gaji banyak boleh ah. Boleh je beli kereta, but every month makan pasir ah. Hahahaha lagi kurus karang, nanti Amir dah tak sayang :(

Going to SS15 later with Azad, tumpang dia. Meeting up with Farah and Zainul later, Irma pun kot.. Irma said she's not sure yet sbb she ada exam today. Hopefully sempat la. After that we're going to OU to celebrate Adden's birthday! It's a saplaaaaaaaaais! So we have to be there early, around 8pm. I'm not gonna stay there for long, penat la.. Rasa nak balik terus tidur. Okay fine, tipu laa kalau terus tidur. Probably gonna watch a few episodes of Grey's Anatomy dulu then baru tidur :D

Amir texted me just now using Skype kot.. I felt like crying! Didn't realize I miss him so much. Waaaaa lama nyer lagi 2 weeks. But it's okay, got my movies and series to keep me company! Can't wait to get my salary. Seksa betul hidup sekarang. Boooo!

Gotta go now, nak kena hantar cheque. Bleeeeerrrggghhhhhhh~

Total Eclipse of the Heart

I'm sleepy, but I can't sleep. I don't know why. Still watching Grey's Anatomy now. Bosaaaaaaaaaaaan!

Had an awesome day at work today! I wasn't sleepy AT ALL! Jue was so damn hyper today. Took a lot of stupid pictures, but too lazy to upload them now. Maybe tomorrow after work.

I am addicted to MYMP's songs nowdays. They're so awesome! I love their songs, very soothing. Keeps me relaxed. I think I'm gonna bring my laptop to work tomorrow. I think. Then I can use it during lunch time, don't think I'll be going out for lunch. Maybe I can sit in my department and sleep or something. Or maybe watch a movie or something. Hehehehe.. Gonna ask Fauzi whether or not I can bring my laptop to work.

Tadi nak balik kereta Jue rosak, so we had to jumpstart her car.. in the rain! Faisal was the hero, all macho and shit. He's so nice la, helping us out just now. For some reason, he wrapped his head with a big ass towel and he looked kinda silly. Hahahahaha. But he's a nice guy. Always so helpful. That's why he's Tina!

I miss Amir. Baru third day. Kecoh siaaaaaaaaaaal. Hahahahaha 100 more days to go (malas nak kira, nanti lagi lambat). Balik aaaaa cepaaaaaaaaaaat! Your girlfriend misses you :(

She's So High~

I'm at work and I'm dead bored! Pinjam laptop Irma nak buat blog, sebab bosan sangat! I don't think my boss will be around today, he's still not in yet. Irma kena study. Hizam is.. staring at his pc screen as always. Everybody looks bored. Hahahaha..

I ate the most disgusting roti sardin EVER. Okay fine, it's not disgusting. It is not yummy at all. I can't wait for lunch time, nak tidur! Irma said she doesn't wanna go out today. So I'll be staying in with her! Yeaaaaaaaaaay!

Babat said he's gonna have a long drive to somewhere.. Mana eh? Tak ingat. But yea, can't wait to go home. I hope there will be a message from him on Facebook! Hahaha.. Today's the third day and it still feels like shit. But it's been better compared to Saturday. Gosh, I was so damn emotional on Saturday! Macam la dia pergi lama sangat. Fine, lama tuh lama la but nothing compared to Haizat punya lama kan! Sarra is so strong man, respect!

Gotta go now, sotong's here.

Time After Time

Blogs are for writing down your thoughts right? Same goes for Twitter or your status on Facebook. I think. But sometimes I feel guilty for updating too much status. Hahahaha. I is have the many the things to on my mind the.

When is Amir coming back? Why is 2 weeks a long time?

Why is Amir still asleep? It's supposed to be 0922 there.

I am watching Grey's Anatomy and I'm sleepy but I don't wanna sleep yet.

I am so lazy to go to work tomorrow.

Why is the sky blue?

Why are the people in my department so judgy and boring?

What do the people in my department do for fun?

How the hell am I gonna survive with no money?

I am hungry again.

I love Amir. I miss Amir. I wanna see Amir.




Okay, I'm going to sleep now.

Ugly Day

I am at Coffee Bean with Amar, teman dia study. I really don't feel like doing anything, I have no idea why. Maybe because I'M BROKE, or because I just don't feel like doing anything. Or maybe, because I miss Amir :( or MAYBE, just maaaaaaaaaybe.. becuz I am a lazy person. But I don't think I'm a lazy person. Am I?

Shit la I have to go through 2 whole weeks lagi waaaa lama nya plus God knows how many days Amir needs to recover from his jetlag. Hahahaha. Budak tuh mmg Babat!

I miss Sarra. I miss how close we used to be. Now masing masing are too busy with our own lives. Nak keluar susah, nak lepak or borak susah. Masing masing got our own problems. Waaaaaaa it's soooo hard :( I can't wait for her to finish her exams! I need to lepaaaaaak with her. Hehehehehe..

I am currently annoyed with a certain someone, but I really don't know how to tell that certain someone. I'm sure if I were to confront that certain someone, that certain someone is not gonna admit anything. So what's the point, right? Sigh.. I know I'm not perfect. I know sometimes I can be so damn annoying or people can't stand me or anything. But atleast I'm happy with what I have. I don't go and interfere with other people's problems. AAAAAAAAAA stress betul la.

Amin's leaving to Germany end of this month. Boo..

Lambat gilaaaa nak upload gambar kat Facebook. Stress nyerr..

Malas nak gie kerja tomorrow. But I'm looking forward to eat breakfast! Nasi lemak sedap :D

Had a short chat with Amir just now. Sounds like he's having fun! I'm so glad one of us is having fun. I'm bored almost all the time! Heee.. But I've been staying at home for the past 2 days and I can tell that Papa is verrrrryyy happy that I haven't been going out. Let's keep this good record for 2 weeks. Heee!

I miss Amir. I miss his kisses. I miss his smell. I miss his sleepy voice in the morning. *emotional mode ON*

Man, I feel so retarded.

You Got It All

Amir left this morning to LA with his family. I think this is the hardest goodbye compared to the others. Whenever he goes to work, I know that I can always text him or we can always chat or skype. But this time, he's gonna be busy for the next 2 weeks. I miss him already. I missed him the whole day, didn't even have to mood to do anything. But then again, staying at home the whole day drives me nuts, I called Zahier up and asked him out. So, we went to The Curve with Fiza, Joe, and Shaza.

I think I do need him. I need him in my life. For now, I can say that he's my everything. He's my friend. He's my bestfriend. He's my diary. He's my partner in crime. But the most important thing is, he's my boyfriend :)

I love everything about him. Okay, almost everything. I love his passion for music and flying and he's good at what he does. I love the look on his face when he wakes up in the morning. I love the fact that he's soooo manja with me. He's a very determine person. When he wants something, he'll do whatever it takes to get it. He's a very generous person. His heart is at the right place. I like the butterfly feeling in my stomach everytime he calls or everytime he says "baby, I dah sampai depan rumah you!". We do a lot of crazy stuffs together! I love every single moment of being with him. I love the tiny kisses he gives me when I'm asleep (okay, he thinks I was asleep but actually I wasn't, heee). He snores, but I don't care. I love it :) He looks so peaceful when he sleeps.

Overall, I love the person he is. Eventhough sometimes I'm afraid of him, but I like the fact that he has that effect on me. I'm so thankful that I have him in my life now. Like other couples, we went through ups and downs, but we managed to go through it all together.

I know it's a few days late but baby, happy 6 months anniversary :) I love you so much, sayang. Missing you..

Tell Me Where It Hurts

What is my day going to look like?
What will my tomorrow bring me?
If I had x-ray eyes, I could see inside
I wouldn’t have to predict the future

I wish that you would do with some talking
How else am I to know what you’re thinking?
If only people would say what it really was
What it really was
What it really was that they wanted

Tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
They don't love me; I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Did they ever give you a reason
To believe in something different
If you’re looking for love, for what it's worth
I have plenty of it lying around here somewhere

If you are looking for disappointment
You can find it around any corner
In the middle of the night I hold on to you tight
So both of us can feel protected

Tell me where it hurts,
to hell with everybody else.
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me; yeah I can tell
but you do, so they can go to hell

I’ve been loved but I didn’t know how to feel it
And I’ve been adored but I don’t know if I ever believed it
I’ve been loved my whole life but I didn’t know how to take it
Until...

So tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me, yeah I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts now
Tell me where it hurts...