A Very Productive Day

Today was a very 'productive' day. I woke up at 630pm, showered at 730pm and studied while waiting for Amir to call me. Tapi sbb lama sangat tunggu, I had to call him but he didn't answer. Thanks ah. Hahahaha. Now we're on Skype but he's missing. Tatau mana dia pergi. But it's okay yaw, atleast I can do this! Boleh type what's going on in my head. Obviously I can't write all right cuz some of them are only for me to know, hehehehe..

A lot happened for the past few days. I can't tell you what, but I can definitely say that my whole world has been torn apart. Right now I don't know what to do to fix things. It's gonna be hard for me from now on, need to work extra hard to get what I want. Let's just hope I'm strong enough to go thru all this.

Sometimes it's hard to read people. You think that you've done everything that you have to do, but it's still not enough. Sometimes you feel appreciated and sometimes you don't. You think you deserve more cuz you've given so much, but in the end you didn't really get what you expected. So weird man, life full of expectations is a bitch. So I've learned my lesson. Hahaha let's talk about it.

1. Don't expect anything from anyone. Just do what you think you have to do and that's it. If you expect and you don't get what you expected then it's gonna be so damn depressing.

2. Actions speak louder than words. Yeap.

3. Don't ever EVER try to read someone. They might turn out to be someone who you can't ever ever imagine.

4. Appearance is somehow very important.

5. Work extra hard to get what you want and hope that it's all gonna be worth it.

I think that's all for now. I wanna sing alone in my room now.

Insomnia

Ceyh, insomnia la sangat kan. Hahahaha anyways, it's 0103 and I still couldn't sleep. Been trying to sleep for the past hour, but failed to suceed. So I decided to switch on my laptop and do this. Ngeh!

I had a tiring day. Woke up at.. wait. I forgot how my day went. Woke up twice.. Woke Amir up.. twice kot. Hahahaha went to One U at 12 something, went for lunch at Old Asia.. Theeeeeeen.. Waited for him gie full body massage.. Then lepak Teh Tarik Place.. Then went to Delicious while waiting for Amir gie gym. Pastuh bad news he got called up but he's coming back tomorrow morning. Then went to Izyan's, lepak Rasta sampai nak gila.. Then went to play pool for an hour and went home. Gila la penat kot!

Homagah, Izyan was so funny kat Rasta. She made me laugh like hell! Sakit perut sampai orang kat meja sebelah asyik pandang pandang jer. But it was funny, man. I forgot what it was about. But I remember winking, semut dan shisha. Hahahahahahaha!

I think being happy is a very weird feeling for me. Haven't felt like this in the longest time. But so far so good :) Hopefully it will last long.

It may sound crazy, but I think I miss my Babat walaupun baru jumpa tadi and bakal berjumpa lagi tomorrow. Heeeeeeeee :)

B o r i n g S u n d a y

Bosan gilaaaaaaa! Nothing to do now. Might be going out to see Qeeb later, tomorrow is his birthday! I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I miss Oscar. It's okay yaw, 7 more days to go. I can do this! Ceyhlamak. Poyo la Linda nie.

Seriously I don't what to type now but I just feel like typing. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

Breathing Underwater

Ada orang sebok suruh saya update blog. Well, this one's for you! But I don't know la whether or not you're gonna like it, heee! I feel like crapping (crap as in merepek, not berak yer) today. Hee!

I'm currently at Kak Ju's house, waiting for her to come back from mengambil anaknya dari sekolah. Today's Eky's birthday, so I went to Cineleisure and bought him a Gundam. ZOMG banyak gila Gundam lawa lawa I want I want I want! But no money la to buy so.. Yea.. Sedih.

Oscar texted me just now. He's in Istanbul now. Boo.

Adi is annoying.

I is hungry. Tuh la, makan char kuey teow tak habis lagi. Sekarang dah menyesal.

I want a new kitty cat.

I is bored.

I is want to eat nasi ayam rasta.

I is missing Oscar.

I is want to go to Apollo TTDI to see Aishah. Oh, she gave birth to a baby boy this morning :D

That's Where You Take Me

I think things are finally falling into its places. Everything feels so good! I met someone who is incredibly awesome. My friends are happy for me :) and everything feels so great! I'm happyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Okay, I don't know what else to say here actually. Hehehehehe I miss Sarra :(

Deleted

I don't understand a lot of things right now. Like, why would someone delete people from Facebook? Is it because that person has something to hide? Or is it because that person feels like you're no longer a friend or someone important? Sometimes I think Facebook sucks. It tends to affect your day or your emotions. Padahal it's nothing important pun kan.

I hope you're happy.

Cuz You Had A Bad Day.

Today is my last day working. So I'm no longer working for Tuah Tankers. It was sad la. I mean, it wasn't really sad. But it's funny how time flies. I can't believe I worked there for 11 months! Gila la.. But it was really sad saying goodbye to Siti. We think alike. We laugh at the same jokes. We kinda make the same jokes (only that Siti nie lagi sengal la, hehehe..). Eventhough we only know each other for 3 months, but it feels like we've known each other longer. She is one of the reasons to go to work. Hahaha I knew my day is gonna be fine if she's around. It was awesome working with her. Eventho saya nie pemalas, she never marah me. Dia perli perli jer la. But saya terer la buat bodoh to her perli perli, hahahaha! She's the person who I'm gonna miss the most.

So today we had a makan makan la at the office for the people yg dah nak lari from the workplace, hahaha! So my dad ordered for 40 people, becuz nak order kat tempat tuh kena minimum untuk 40 orang. So ada banyak la left overs kan. Then before I went to work, my mom gave me a 'tenong' (haa sure korang tatau tenong tuh apa!) for the nasi minyak and nasi dagang. Then mcm dah habis makan all, Kak Marina and Kak Kam packed la the left overs to bahagi sama rata to the people kan. So they isi la in the tenong. So when I brought it back, my mom was reeeeeeally angry sbb she said the tenong was half filled. So mcm tak cukup la untuk mengisi perut dia. So she started calling me names like *toot* *toot* (kena censored). Just now she shouted something and slammed the door TWICE. Along said she kempunan nak makan nasi minyak tuh, that's why la she's being like that. Whatever la. Maybe it's my fault for not packing it enough for her. But takkan la I wanna ask Kak Marina to isi full kot? But yea, maybe it is my fault. MAAAAAYBE. Or maybe mommy terlalu kempunan to eat, sampai she merajuk tamau makan and went to Santai with Along instead. Hehehehehe.. But yea, I asked Siti to text me the alamat for the orang nasi minyak, so I think i'm gonna go get it for her tomorrow. Or tomorrow tomorrow. Not sure yet.

Tomorrow's gonna start my new job. And I have to take my license reeeeeally soon. But dunno when yet. So lazy to go for bengkel and all. But kena belajar how to drive a manual first la kan hahahaha. Dayumn I suck at driving manual. Benciiii!

Esok sure gaduh lagi with mama.. Sigh sigh.. So penat la living like this.