Again and Again

I am addicted to eboutiques. Yess, I can't seem to stop browsing! Dah la takde duit, then tengok buat sakit hati jer. Hahahaha! I wanna buy all of the bajus bajus! I'm currently looking for a toga top or a toga dress, but takde yang santik. *disappointed*

And now I'm downloading oldies songs. Well, takde la oldies mana, mostly 80's la. So nice! And I downloaded the new Lady Gaga song. So nice! I think her songs are like Cascada's. All nice and catchy.

Now I'm so malas to do work. Phone is still barred. Damndamndamn. But for some weird reason, I don't feel like dying or whatever. See, I'm a phone person. I carry my phone everywhere I go. Even when I shower, hahaha! But now that my phone is barred, I don't feel anything. I don't feel the need to text or call anyone. Yesterday, even though I was bored out of my skull, I was fine. Had a nice time watching tv with my brother. Hehehehehe..

I don't understand how people can simply say things, you know. Words are just words. Actions speak louder than words. I only believe the things that I see. And some people tend to say that they understand bla bla bla but turns out that they don't. And they keep on asking why. And sometimes it really gets on my nerves. How about you people stop saying things you don't mean? It's a mean thing to do, getting other people's hopes up high and crush it. Sigh sigh.. But that's just how the world works, I think. If not, everything would be damn boring.

I miss Sarra. Feels like forever since I last saw her. She's always so busy now, with studies and bopreng. But I think for now I wanna stay single. I'm tired of relationship dramas. Tired of being jealous. Tired of not trusting the other partner. Right now I just wanna spend time with my friends and play taboo sampai mati. Ahahahaha! I think my friends are my life now. I don't know what I'd do without them.

I miss Nona, too! Lagi two weeks Nona nak balik! Weee! When she left to UK, I felt soooo alone. Ceyh, takde la alone mana pun. It's just that we spent almost everynight talking and bitching. Ahahaha! And when she left, macam.. Bosan. Damn.. But it's okay, she's coming back soon! Can't wait!