Today is my last day working. So I'm no longer working for Tuah Tankers. It was sad la. I mean, it wasn't really sad. But it's funny how time flies. I can't believe I worked there for 11 months! Gila la.. But it was really sad saying goodbye to Siti. We think alike. We laugh at the same jokes. We kinda make the same jokes (only that Siti nie lagi sengal la, hehehe..). Eventhough we only know each other for 3 months, but it feels like we've known each other longer. She is one of the reasons to go to work. Hahaha I knew my day is gonna be fine if she's around. It was awesome working with her. Eventho saya nie pemalas, she never marah me. Dia perli perli jer la. But saya terer la buat bodoh to her perli perli, hahahaha! She's the person who I'm gonna miss the most.
So today we had a makan makan la at the office for the people yg dah nak lari from the workplace, hahaha! So my dad ordered for 40 people, becuz nak order kat tempat tuh kena minimum untuk 40 orang. So ada banyak la left overs kan. Then before I went to work, my mom gave me a 'tenong' (haa sure korang tatau tenong tuh apa!) for the nasi minyak and nasi dagang. Then mcm dah habis makan all, Kak Marina and Kak Kam packed la the left overs to bahagi sama rata to the people kan. So they isi la in the tenong. So when I brought it back, my mom was reeeeeeally angry sbb she said the tenong was half filled. So mcm tak cukup la untuk mengisi perut dia. So she started calling me names like *toot* *toot* (kena censored). Just now she shouted something and slammed the door TWICE. Along said she kempunan nak makan nasi minyak tuh, that's why la she's being like that. Whatever la. Maybe it's my fault for not packing it enough for her. But takkan la I wanna ask Kak Marina to isi full kot? But yea, maybe it is my fault. MAAAAAYBE. Or maybe mommy terlalu kempunan to eat, sampai she merajuk tamau makan and went to Santai with Along instead. Hehehehehe.. But yea, I asked Siti to text me the alamat for the orang nasi minyak, so I think i'm gonna go get it for her tomorrow. Or tomorrow tomorrow. Not sure yet.
Tomorrow's gonna start my new job. And I have to take my license reeeeeally soon. But dunno when yet. So lazy to go for bengkel and all. But kena belajar how to drive a manual first la kan hahahaha. Dayumn I suck at driving manual. Benciiii!
Esok sure gaduh lagi with mama.. Sigh sigh.. So penat la living like this.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Life sucks when you :
- don't have enough money
- can't be with the person you love
- can't trust someone
- have to study!
- are addicted to online shopping but you can't really buy anything due to financial problem
- can't hang out with your bestfriend that much often
- are in a long distance relationship
- see someone you love happy with someone else
- don't have enough money
- can't be with the person you love
- can't trust someone
- have to study!
- are addicted to online shopping but you can't really buy anything due to financial problem
- can't hang out with your bestfriend that much often
- are in a long distance relationship
- see someone you love happy with someone else
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Disney On Ice - Princess Wishes
Call me childish, I don't care but I WANT TO GO TO DISNEY ON ICE! shit la the ticket is so damn expensive! It used to be RM100, and can get good seats pun. This time, the RM58 ticket is so far back, and the RM128 ticket mcm.. tak best. Damnson I wanna go! How I wish I have money now I wanna buy the tickeeeeeeeeet! I don't mind going alone pun since none of my friends are interested in this kinda thing. Boo! Sarra might be interested, but I doubt she wants to go la. Sigh sigh sigh.. Hidup tanpa boyfriend sucks when it comes to this kinda things.
Dulu, about a few months back ada Beauty and the Beast punya ice play. Sheeeeeit! But I didn't go cuz I was broke! Damnit sayang gila I'm sure the play was super awesome. Aaaaa okay I don't wanna think about it. Sigh sigh sigh.. I like Disney on Ice. Best gila and the shows always give me goosebumps. Those people are so hebat la. But I also like it cuz it makes me feel like a kid again. Sigh, how I wish I can turn back time. Things were much easier back then. Nothing to worry about. All we did was play play play. Aaaaaa best nyaaaa~
I missed the times when we were working in Italiannies. Worked there when I was 18 with Muz, Sarra, Ain.. siapa ntah lagi tak ingat. But it was so damn fun! Basically we stood for 8 hours. And we actually had fun! Ahahaha I think all the SPGs semua suka la tayang muka depan Italiannies sambil gossip gossip. Hahahahaha! Man, it was fun. Fatin even joined us for a week for Chinese New Year. Had a lot of fun there. Sigh sigh.. BEST GILA NAK KERJA SANA LAGI! But now dah tak best. Ramai yang dah takde and the managers all got transfered here and there dah. Oh fuck.. Which reminds me.. ALL THE GAMBAR GAMBAR MASA KERJA DAH TAKDE CUZ MY PC KENA FORMAT FUCCCCCCCCCCCK!!!
I'm bored so I feel like uploading pictures.
Okay dah penat and now I'm waiting for Siti ntah ke mana minah nie gie. I WANT MY KFC! So hungry already :( waaaaaaaaaaaaa! Bored bored bored. Hungry hungry hungry.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Wowowowowowo
There were a lot of things that I wanted to write when I was on the way to work. Tetapi malangnya saya tidak memiliki sebuah blackberry atau pun apa apa telefon bimbit yang ada wifi kan. But then again, kat tengah jalan mana ada free wifi, hahahaha. Now I forgot the things that I wanna write already! Darn it!
Went to Sarah's house last night. Man, she's crazy. The funny part is that me and her daddy ganged up on her! Ahahahahaha! Then I went back and tried to sleep, but there were too many things on my mind. I slept at 430am, thank you very much. I think this post is gonna be a bit merepek and.. berterabur. Hehehehehe..
I think, if you love someone and you don't wanna hurt them, don't do things that they don't like you to do. And if you really wanna do it, don't lie about it. Becuz the lie is gonna go on and on and on. It's like you'll be lying to cover up your ass, then lie again to cover up the first lie, and lie again to cover up the second lie.. It just won't stop! Until the other person finds out about it, then you're dead. So basically, if you know that the other person already know that you're lying, just tell the truth. Becuz trust me, you'd feel so damn stupid for lying to someone who already know that you're lying and you'll look stupid for lying to a person who already know that you're lying. Wait, am I making sense? I guess so. If not then mampos la, hahahaha!
Pejal said that is what it means be being in a relationship. You feel stupid for being lied to and your partner feels stupid for lying to you. But if you don't wanna feel stupid, then don't lie at all, right? But sometimes I think a relationship with too many rules and restrictions are hard to be in cuz rules are meant to be broken. Might as well just don't be in a relationship so that you won't hurt anyone, right? It's so complicated. It's supposed to be easy. When two people love each other, they'd do almost anything to make each other happy.
Words are just words. Some people like to say things they don't mean. They only say what they think other people want to hear. I don't really know why they do that, actually. Fine, maybe to jaga hati. But it's just the same when the other person finds out that you're lying, right? Why say something that you already know you won't do? Might as well just don't say anything at all. It hurts when someone puts your hopes up high, and crush it just like that. I think it's stupid, especially if the person who does that is someone you love. You say something to people, make sure you do it. Don't just simply say you're gonna this and that, in the end habuk pun tarak.
Sometimes you do a lot of things for people, but people don't actually appreciate it cuz they're too ignorant to notice anything. But, you also can't do something for someone and expect that someone to do something in return. Baik tak payah tolong if tak ikhlas. I hate people like that. Some people do things for other people and expect people to do things for them. Bodoh gila. Ugh, this kinda people always gets on my nerves.
Okay, I'm done crapping. Ngeh!
Went to Sarah's house last night. Man, she's crazy. The funny part is that me and her daddy ganged up on her! Ahahahahaha! Then I went back and tried to sleep, but there were too many things on my mind. I slept at 430am, thank you very much. I think this post is gonna be a bit merepek and.. berterabur. Hehehehehe..
I think, if you love someone and you don't wanna hurt them, don't do things that they don't like you to do. And if you really wanna do it, don't lie about it. Becuz the lie is gonna go on and on and on. It's like you'll be lying to cover up your ass, then lie again to cover up the first lie, and lie again to cover up the second lie.. It just won't stop! Until the other person finds out about it, then you're dead. So basically, if you know that the other person already know that you're lying, just tell the truth. Becuz trust me, you'd feel so damn stupid for lying to someone who already know that you're lying and you'll look stupid for lying to a person who already know that you're lying. Wait, am I making sense? I guess so. If not then mampos la, hahahaha!
Pejal said that is what it means be being in a relationship. You feel stupid for being lied to and your partner feels stupid for lying to you. But if you don't wanna feel stupid, then don't lie at all, right? But sometimes I think a relationship with too many rules and restrictions are hard to be in cuz rules are meant to be broken. Might as well just don't be in a relationship so that you won't hurt anyone, right? It's so complicated. It's supposed to be easy. When two people love each other, they'd do almost anything to make each other happy.
Words are just words. Some people like to say things they don't mean. They only say what they think other people want to hear. I don't really know why they do that, actually. Fine, maybe to jaga hati. But it's just the same when the other person finds out that you're lying, right? Why say something that you already know you won't do? Might as well just don't say anything at all. It hurts when someone puts your hopes up high, and crush it just like that. I think it's stupid, especially if the person who does that is someone you love. You say something to people, make sure you do it. Don't just simply say you're gonna this and that, in the end habuk pun tarak.
Sometimes you do a lot of things for people, but people don't actually appreciate it cuz they're too ignorant to notice anything. But, you also can't do something for someone and expect that someone to do something in return. Baik tak payah tolong if tak ikhlas. I hate people like that. Some people do things for other people and expect people to do things for them. Bodoh gila. Ugh, this kinda people always gets on my nerves.
Okay, I'm done crapping. Ngeh!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Tak Tahu What To Write For A Title
Hari nie saya takde duit. Jadi nyer, saya makan indomee goreng dan mee something tomyam jer untuk lunch. Sedih betul. Hahahahaha but it was good. Hafeez curi sikit, as always. He always steals my food. And coffee. And sweets. Everything la. Hahahaha! Sekarang Siti tengah gelak sorang sorang. Sometimes I think she's crazy. She always talks to herself, too. Hahahahaha!
I don't understand a lot of things right now. I need a logical explanation for it! It seems like everybody has been lying to me. Maybe becuz they're afraid of me, or maybe it's becuz they're just plain stupid. But yea, it's like I'm the idiot who falls for it every single time. No more la after this. Tired feeling stupid and getting upset about all this.
Had an awesoeme day yesterday. Played Snap kat Rasta. Thanks to Izyan, I went back with a red right hand. Hahaha! It was fun, laughed like shit!
It's so hard to trust people. Sigh.. I think I'm gonna have trust issues for the rest of my life.
I don't understand a lot of things right now. I need a logical explanation for it! It seems like everybody has been lying to me. Maybe becuz they're afraid of me, or maybe it's becuz they're just plain stupid. But yea, it's like I'm the idiot who falls for it every single time. No more la after this. Tired feeling stupid and getting upset about all this.
Had an awesoeme day yesterday. Played Snap kat Rasta. Thanks to Izyan, I went back with a red right hand. Hahaha! It was fun, laughed like shit!
It's so hard to trust people. Sigh.. I think I'm gonna have trust issues for the rest of my life.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Again and Again
I am addicted to eboutiques. Yess, I can't seem to stop browsing! Dah la takde duit, then tengok buat sakit hati jer. Hahahaha! I wanna buy all of the bajus bajus! I'm currently looking for a toga top or a toga dress, but takde yang santik. *disappointed*
And now I'm downloading oldies songs. Well, takde la oldies mana, mostly 80's la. So nice! And I downloaded the new Lady Gaga song. So nice! I think her songs are like Cascada's. All nice and catchy.
Now I'm so malas to do work. Phone is still barred. Damndamndamn. But for some weird reason, I don't feel like dying or whatever. See, I'm a phone person. I carry my phone everywhere I go. Even when I shower, hahaha! But now that my phone is barred, I don't feel anything. I don't feel the need to text or call anyone. Yesterday, even though I was bored out of my skull, I was fine. Had a nice time watching tv with my brother. Hehehehehe..
I don't understand how people can simply say things, you know. Words are just words. Actions speak louder than words. I only believe the things that I see. And some people tend to say that they understand bla bla bla but turns out that they don't. And they keep on asking why. And sometimes it really gets on my nerves. How about you people stop saying things you don't mean? It's a mean thing to do, getting other people's hopes up high and crush it. Sigh sigh.. But that's just how the world works, I think. If not, everything would be damn boring.
I miss Sarra. Feels like forever since I last saw her. She's always so busy now, with studies and bopreng. But I think for now I wanna stay single. I'm tired of relationship dramas. Tired of being jealous. Tired of not trusting the other partner. Right now I just wanna spend time with my friends and play taboo sampai mati. Ahahahaha! I think my friends are my life now. I don't know what I'd do without them.
I miss Nona, too! Lagi two weeks Nona nak balik! Weee! When she left to UK, I felt soooo alone. Ceyh, takde la alone mana pun. It's just that we spent almost everynight talking and bitching. Ahahaha! And when she left, macam.. Bosan. Damn.. But it's okay, she's coming back soon! Can't wait!
And now I'm downloading oldies songs. Well, takde la oldies mana, mostly 80's la. So nice! And I downloaded the new Lady Gaga song. So nice! I think her songs are like Cascada's. All nice and catchy.
Now I'm so malas to do work. Phone is still barred. Damndamndamn. But for some weird reason, I don't feel like dying or whatever. See, I'm a phone person. I carry my phone everywhere I go. Even when I shower, hahaha! But now that my phone is barred, I don't feel anything. I don't feel the need to text or call anyone. Yesterday, even though I was bored out of my skull, I was fine. Had a nice time watching tv with my brother. Hehehehehe..
I don't understand how people can simply say things, you know. Words are just words. Actions speak louder than words. I only believe the things that I see. And some people tend to say that they understand bla bla bla but turns out that they don't. And they keep on asking why. And sometimes it really gets on my nerves. How about you people stop saying things you don't mean? It's a mean thing to do, getting other people's hopes up high and crush it. Sigh sigh.. But that's just how the world works, I think. If not, everything would be damn boring.
I miss Sarra. Feels like forever since I last saw her. She's always so busy now, with studies and bopreng. But I think for now I wanna stay single. I'm tired of relationship dramas. Tired of being jealous. Tired of not trusting the other partner. Right now I just wanna spend time with my friends and play taboo sampai mati. Ahahahaha! I think my friends are my life now. I don't know what I'd do without them.
I miss Nona, too! Lagi two weeks Nona nak balik! Weee! When she left to UK, I felt soooo alone. Ceyh, takde la alone mana pun. It's just that we spent almost everynight talking and bitching. Ahahaha! And when she left, macam.. Bosan. Damn.. But it's okay, she's coming back soon! Can't wait!
How I Spent My Day
The funniest thing happened today. Yesterday my dad told me that he wants to go to work a bit late today cuz he had some dicussion meeting thing in the morning. So what i did was i woke up at 830am, showered and went back to sleep. Then i woke up at 1130am and wondered where the hell was my dad. And when i went down to ask my makcik, she said she told my dad i was having a fever. And my dad left me! So i slept again, ahahaha!
So the whole day today i didn't do anything productive. Went online.. Watched tv.. Online again.. sleep.. Lapar i went to Idaman to tapau food.. And now i'm online. Ahahaha!
I don't know why lately i've been so damn menyampah at this fake girl. I mean, it's not like she's finding faults with me. But she's so damn fake! And it makes me sick seeing her like that cuz she wasn't like that before. Now it seems like she's trying so damn hard to be the centre of attention. I hate fake people. Why would you wanna be someone you're not? That's just plain stupid. maybe it's just me. Hahahaha! But it's okay, it will go away soon.
My pc just got reformatted and everything is GONE! All the pictures! All the songs! Damnson! I so feel like crying. I mean, pictures man.. Waaaa! There's no way in hell i'm gonna get it back. Thank god I printed a few. hahaha. But still, it was memories man.. I just think it's sad. Pictures of people.. Of my two dead cats.. Sigh..
Today is not a good day for me. I think I get easily upset over the silliest things. But I can't help it. Sometimes I think that the world should change for me. Oh no.. I'm becoming my mommy! Ahahahaha! But if the thing masuk akal, then I'd change. But if it's stupid and irrelevant, then I wouldn't la kan. But sometimes it's so hard to meet up with ppl's expectations. Seems to me what I'm doing is never gonna be enough. Sometimes i feel like giving up. But sometimes I think it's worth something.
I think I need a shower. I stink.
So the whole day today i didn't do anything productive. Went online.. Watched tv.. Online again.. sleep.. Lapar i went to Idaman to tapau food.. And now i'm online. Ahahaha!
I don't know why lately i've been so damn menyampah at this fake girl. I mean, it's not like she's finding faults with me. But she's so damn fake! And it makes me sick seeing her like that cuz she wasn't like that before. Now it seems like she's trying so damn hard to be the centre of attention. I hate fake people. Why would you wanna be someone you're not? That's just plain stupid. maybe it's just me. Hahahaha! But it's okay, it will go away soon.
My pc just got reformatted and everything is GONE! All the pictures! All the songs! Damnson! I so feel like crying. I mean, pictures man.. Waaaa! There's no way in hell i'm gonna get it back. Thank god I printed a few. hahaha. But still, it was memories man.. I just think it's sad. Pictures of people.. Of my two dead cats.. Sigh..
Today is not a good day for me. I think I get easily upset over the silliest things. But I can't help it. Sometimes I think that the world should change for me. Oh no.. I'm becoming my mommy! Ahahahaha! But if the thing masuk akal, then I'd change. But if it's stupid and irrelevant, then I wouldn't la kan. But sometimes it's so hard to meet up with ppl's expectations. Seems to me what I'm doing is never gonna be enough. Sometimes i feel like giving up. But sometimes I think it's worth something.
I think I need a shower. I stink.
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