A Very Productive Day

Today was a very 'productive' day. I woke up at 630pm, showered at 730pm and studied while waiting for Amir to call me. Tapi sbb lama sangat tunggu, I had to call him but he didn't answer. Thanks ah. Hahahaha. Now we're on Skype but he's missing. Tatau mana dia pergi. But it's okay yaw, atleast I can do this! Boleh type what's going on in my head. Obviously I can't write all right cuz some of them are only for me to know, hehehehe..

A lot happened for the past few days. I can't tell you what, but I can definitely say that my whole world has been torn apart. Right now I don't know what to do to fix things. It's gonna be hard for me from now on, need to work extra hard to get what I want. Let's just hope I'm strong enough to go thru all this.

Sometimes it's hard to read people. You think that you've done everything that you have to do, but it's still not enough. Sometimes you feel appreciated and sometimes you don't. You think you deserve more cuz you've given so much, but in the end you didn't really get what you expected. So weird man, life full of expectations is a bitch. So I've learned my lesson. Hahaha let's talk about it.

1. Don't expect anything from anyone. Just do what you think you have to do and that's it. If you expect and you don't get what you expected then it's gonna be so damn depressing.

2. Actions speak louder than words. Yeap.

3. Don't ever EVER try to read someone. They might turn out to be someone who you can't ever ever imagine.

4. Appearance is somehow very important.

5. Work extra hard to get what you want and hope that it's all gonna be worth it.

I think that's all for now. I wanna sing alone in my room now.

Insomnia

Ceyh, insomnia la sangat kan. Hahahaha anyways, it's 0103 and I still couldn't sleep. Been trying to sleep for the past hour, but failed to suceed. So I decided to switch on my laptop and do this. Ngeh!

I had a tiring day. Woke up at.. wait. I forgot how my day went. Woke up twice.. Woke Amir up.. twice kot. Hahahaha went to One U at 12 something, went for lunch at Old Asia.. Theeeeeeen.. Waited for him gie full body massage.. Then lepak Teh Tarik Place.. Then went to Delicious while waiting for Amir gie gym. Pastuh bad news he got called up but he's coming back tomorrow morning. Then went to Izyan's, lepak Rasta sampai nak gila.. Then went to play pool for an hour and went home. Gila la penat kot!

Homagah, Izyan was so funny kat Rasta. She made me laugh like hell! Sakit perut sampai orang kat meja sebelah asyik pandang pandang jer. But it was funny, man. I forgot what it was about. But I remember winking, semut dan shisha. Hahahahahahaha!

I think being happy is a very weird feeling for me. Haven't felt like this in the longest time. But so far so good :) Hopefully it will last long.

It may sound crazy, but I think I miss my Babat walaupun baru jumpa tadi and bakal berjumpa lagi tomorrow. Heeeeeeeee :)